Actress, Aja Naomi King has taken to her Instagram account to share her story of how she’s pregnant again after suffering two miscarriages.
She has expressed her joy of welcoming her baby in the future. And this is after experiencing two miscarriages she wasn’t so proud of.
She had felt unsecured to tell the world about her story but had gained strength because other women have shared theirs.
This recent pregnancy she bears that is to birth her child was full of fear. As she questions herself if her child will survive it and be born like every other child out there.
The actress had said that she’s full of joy that her baby is kicking and healthy. And this shows that there won’t be any sort of miscarriage.
I really can’t begin to express the fullness of our immense joy to be welcoming a baby into our family. With that I also want to express that this beautiful journey has not been devoid of heartbreak.
This is my beautiful little rainbow baby.
I’ve been so deeply moved by the women who have openly shared their miscarriages. It brought me solace in a time that was incredibly painful to know I wasn’t alone. To understand that this experience is common, horrible but still common.
I suffered two miscarriages and even now trying to capture what it felt like in words is simply absurd to me because I will never have language enough for it.
At first, I wasn’t sure about sharing my experience because I felt like so many other people had way worse experiences than I did, but I realized that I can’t treat pain like an Olympic sport, as if it’s a competition and only those who have the worst stories win the right to talk about it. No matter the size of it in your mind, pain is pain and loss is a loss, whatever the degree. And once you are touched by it, it stays with you forever.
And I won’t lie, it’s been hard to not carry my fear with me throughout this pregnancy. To believe that it’s real and that this baby will be okay. That this beautiful gift will remain. But I try to not ignore the facts, and the facts are that I am healthy and my baby is healthy, my baby is growing and now kicking and constantly reminding me of their very real presence within me.
I really just want to say that if you’ve gone through this or are going through this, you don’t have to carry the weight of it alone. And for some
( I won’t attempt to speak for everyone) it can be freeing.
So I take this piece of freedom and I hope for someone else it allows them to feel a little less alone.
Sending love always”