Nicki said that the incident still haunts her, and she even talked about it in a song where she said her baby would have been 16 by now.
In her words,
‘I thought I was going to die. I was a teenager. It was the hardest thing I’d ever gone through.
‘[It’s] haunted me all my life. It’d be contradictory if I said I wasn’t pro-choice. I wasn’t ready. I didn’t have anything to offer a child.’
On Being too sexy in Videos and On Stage
“With a video like ‘Anaconda,’ I’m a grown-ass fucking woman!” she says. “I stand for girls wanting to be sexy and dance, but also having a strong sense of themselves. If you got a big ol’ butt? Shake it! Who cares? That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t be graduating from college.”